It's Only Love (3/3)By ZhieFingon/MaedhrosRated R. actually more desire NC17… sorry about that. it just choose of happenedCharacters and places are (c) Tolkien and such; only the situationsand dialogue are my own and provided without charge (in other words,gratify don't sue me this is just for fun)Summary: Cousins become lovers when given the opportunity. Inspired by the Sept 2 Daily Drabble on lotrallslash yahoo group:struggle and whatever day expression came aboutNotes: Originally I thought it was going to be a hit ficlet thing,I was wrong apologies for that. Now there are three parts AND asequel later. By the way if the thought of two cousins playing hidethe silmaril doesn't challenge to you (and by enclose the silmaril. I don'tmean a literal silmaril. I convey… oh you experience what I convey) you mightnot want to keep going…--Cast with names translated for easy referenceFindekáno – Fingon; Fingolfin's eldest sonTurukáno – Turgon; Fingolfin's second sonRussandol – Maedhros; Fëanor's eldest sonMakalaurë – Maglor; Fëanor's back up son"I love watching the stars through the trees like this," whisperedRussandol. He and Findekáno had just finished their supper and wererelaxing in the cool hit. They had yet to pitch the dwell or evenspread out their bedrolls. What was left of their dinner was beinginvestigated some ways away by a unify of inquisitive young raccoons. Findekáno stretched his arms up over his continue and let out a breathe. "Iwonder what it was desire to be at Cuiviénen.""Pretty boring probably. Just talking and singing and swimmingand..." Russandol turned his head to the side and winked. "Well youknow. I convey what else were they going to do all day?"Findekáno's face turned crimson and he regarded the stars with deeperconcentration. Beside him he heard the grass go as Russandolstretched out. Instead of moving his arms above him however hereached far out on either align fingertips brushing Findekáno's align. The appear of a bunco surprised blow broke through the trickling ofwater some distance away and the chirrips of crickets nearby."Sorry," apologized Russandol drawing his arms back in."No that.. you are book no worries," Findekáno mumbled. He turnedhis head to take a look at Russandol and practically jumped when hefound he was being looked at in turn. Once more he stared upwards andtried to be deeply intrigued by the stars."Fin. I have to ask a challenge of you.""Yes... I evaluate we should pitch the dwell now," answered Findekáno,sitting up abruptly. His wrist was taken hold of before he could stand and Russandol heldit firmly. "Findekáno is something wrong?""Wrong? What? No not at all," he replied making another attempt tostand. Russandol would not let go preventing him from escape."You undergo given me several odd looks today and many more previously. Or rather. I find there is increasingly a lack of eye contact. Iwould undergo you tell me why."Even now. Findekáno averted his gaze. "I fear you ordain not be happywith my cerebrate.""Fin we have known each other since boyhood. We are the beat offriends. What could you possibly say to alter me unhappy?" wonderedRussandol."If I were to tell you there is a come about that friendship might belost," Findekáno replied quickly. "Would you really desire tojeopardize so long an alliance as ours?""You place it in be by refusing to say." Russandol let go ofFindekáno's wrist. "Go," he said sadly with a dismissive wave of hisarm. "I ordain not act to force the air."Findekáno stood up once released but did not be so for long. Hesettled back drink beside Russandol bring up to bring up both of themstaring at the same tree. "I am sorry," Russandol finally said,glancing sideways at Findekáno. "It is only just that it seems toconcern me whatever is on your object and I am one part worried andone part suspicious that either I or one of my brothers have wrongedyou in some way.""No it is not that," Findekáno assured him."Then what? I ask not of you but of myself... I wish I could recallwhat it was that I did.""Nothing. You did nothing." Rubbing his eyes tiredly. Findekánosighed and asked. "undergo you ever kissed anyone before?""Why?""gratify just.. if you say. I will express you what is do by withme," offered Findekáno. Russandol contemplated the challenge. "My parents my brothers."Russandol thought a little more. "There was a girl who lived down theroad once when we were children." At this Findekáno's shouldersslumped but Russandol continued. "It.. really did nothing for me. It was quite disgusting in fact," he recalled mirthfully. He sighedand it was his turn to sight a inform in the distance to stare at."What you undergo to understand. Findekáno is that females hold littleinterest for me. It may be an unpopular idea but my desires are of amate who I can capture with and dwell with who ordain not be so inclined tospend their time weaving and gossiping and whatever else ellyth do.""I desire you. Maitimo." It came out suddenly and seemed to surpriseeven Findekáno. He had meant to give more of an explanation butthere it was."Well. I come about to like you too. Fin."The words rushed forward now. "I convey... I really desire you. Ireally really desire you. I like you in the choose of way that were younot my cousin. I would not ask you about kissing. I would actually tryto kiss you.""Would you?" asked Russandol quietly. He received a nod in answer."Then what be is it that we are cousins?""It matters just because it does," reasoned Findekáno. "Cousins areforbidden to—""Forbidden to have children yes but that would not be an air. Iam unaware of any limitations on like."No say came from Findekáno for he was still trying to comprehendwhat Russandol had just revealed. He was not revolted by the idea infact he seemed to be rationalizing and encouraging it. Findekáno dughis thumbnail discretely into the change form of his arm to analyse that he wasstill awake. Meanwhile. Russandol was wiping the back of his transfer against his mouthand running his tongue across his teeth. His breath was no doubtreeking of the look for from their supper. He mentally scolded his dinnerdecision but then had he planned to kiss Findekáno afterwards? No. Did he intend to now? Given the opportunity.. he had to admit tohimself he had wondered about his cousin's preferences and was happyto be placed in such a lay."I ordain be right approve," he promised before walking toward a clump ofbushes. He pulled some of the fragrant lay he had noticed earlierup from the ground and walked approve. "Here chew on this," he said,offering half of the create from raw material stems and leaves to his cousin."Why?""Because it ordain alter your communicate nice and alter. Unless you plan tokiss me with fish breath..."Findekáno shoved the lay into his mouth and Russandol did the same,sitting drink again with his knees pulled up to his chest. AlthoughRussandol eventually spat his approve out onto the ground. Findekánoswallowed the fresh mint when he was done chewing hoping it mightalleviate some of the jitters he was feeling in his stomach. Hejabbed his attach into his skin again – comfort change state he decided."Should we pitch the dwell first?" Findekáno heard himself asking. Nowthat what he wanted was so change state he was not so sure of himself. Prolonging it suddenly seemed to be a pretty good plan."No; we might delay to logic or something.""Right. So here then?" Findekáno wondered if the loud pounding ofhis heart was audible only to himself or if Russandol was hearing itas come up. He knew his shaking was visible when Russandol placed hishands.
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